confizzled

have you ever been so confused about boys? i am like so fucking undecided with what i what and matter of fact with like who i want, wtf? i enjoy being single because i can mingle with NO problems or consequences other than other people finding out and people like WHAAAAAAt but anyway like i dont wanna be a homewrecker either and i got that written all over me, these boys just dont know how to think with the right head, why do their dicks constantly take control? i mean for girls do our vaginas take over us...no so... and then you got the boys that you have been friends with forever but have never actually done anything because back then you were prude but now that your experienced its like you want to take them for a ride..but then sometimes you develope feelings for those people and then the next thing you know you got all theses boys going oh i miss you and oh the things we would do shit like that, how the fuck do you juggle it all, it seems so skanky but is it really that skanky when most of the time its the guys who develope the feelings and want to act upon it. girls just like to have fun and what is so wrong with that, you live once and then when you get married you better hope that guys good in bed or that your head over heels for him or youll end up like the skanky heffers who cheat. I not the one all about cheating so i dont do it but does that make me hypocritical when the guy who has a girlfriend hooks up with me, like i understand how that puts me in the wrong too because i would hate to be that girl but then again maybe its a good thing it happened so she doesnt waste anymore time on that guy who was more than happy to cheat on her... HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLP